Wednesday, November 16, 2011 7:12 PM
When I was walking home today, I saw this street busker, playing some songs on a harmonica. She seems to be really happy playing the harmonica. I just realised that life can be that simple and happy for someone.
I recently heard some stories about life. I know that in this world, there is so many people suffering, so many people getting hungry, so many people not getting any education.
Now, I finally understand why people say that ' the poor are getting poorer, the rich are getting richer'. Seriously, I realised that people who live in the city are actually 'weaker' than those who lives in the countryside.
Seriously, I feel guilty for being so weak in handling stuff. I get really emotional and negative about problems which are as small as a pea. I feel so idiotic for reacting the way I am whenever I face a problem.
I really need to stop letting my life get ruined by somebody, while that person does not even care. Why do I make my life so miserable? Man, I really wanna lead a life, WAYWAYWAYWAY HAPPIER than that person.
I should totally offer my help to other people who needs it and appreciate it rather than some people that does not.
The only thing that I am proud of myself is Softball. That's all. Seriously, I work better on encouragement. It seems that softball is the only thing I am willing to work hard in. =/ I am failing everyone's expectation.
Signing off, 7:12 PM
..Faith
